Life

Lately, I have been very frustrated about Life.

I have been wondering what I am doing working as an Administrator in Church of St Ignatius. Is working life cut out like this for the next 30 years???

I am certainly not happy and with my interest in aerospace, photography and events planning, should I forge ahead and look for work in these areas. My worry is always will anyone hire a 42 year old guy and will the pay meet up with my expectations???

Every month I am very tired of look at the dollars and cents of daily paying of bills, and it is always a struggle of whether I have enough to keep the household afloat with the bills and food for the family. every month is always scraping the bottom of the barrel to meet ends. I always feel why there are people who are enjoying life with all the high pay and here I am always not enough.

I live very simply, no car, take 3 hours each day to travel to work and back home with bus and the MRT. I feel that this takes too much of my life and it is worth it? Is there anything that can be better?

I feel like giving up so many times, and yet when I look at my family I know I have to do the best for them. What do I have to do to get out ot this trap? I think I should look for something to do - extra income -- is there anyone out there to help me? What can I do?

AHHHHHHHHHHH! I feel so frustrated - just $90 for the next week till pay day. How to survive and feel so depressed!!!!!!!!!!!!